IV: VERY IMPORTANT COMMENTARY
VOLUME 3, HANDBOOK OF GOD THE FATHER

THE THIRD-BEST SPIRITUAL WARFARE WRITING THAT YOU WILL EVER READ

Began July 5, 2021
Month dedicated to the Most Precious Blood of Jesus Christ
Finished November 23, 2021
Month dedicated to the Poor Souls in Purgatory

INTRODUCTION

Blessings beloved ones,

So, in this important commentary, I, “a soul” of Mary Refuge Of Souls, will be sharing some of my secrets – spiritual weapons that I use and sharing some private stories to illustrate how I have used them successfully.

This is an important commentary, because satan and all of hell are terribly afraid of a “mature” Christian who knows how to use the spiritual weapons and tools provided by Heaven in spiritual warfare against them. I use the word, “afraid,” because if a Christian knows the faith well and knows how to fight spiritually the demons, he will become invincible by the power of God to defeat in spiritual warfare. This does not mean that the victory to every spiritual fight will be instantaneous but rather, if the person perseveres in the faith and never backs down, he will eventually win every battle.

Moreover, I use the word, “mature” Christian, because most Christians these days are “infants” in the faith. These are the precise words that Jesus once used in a heavenly message, so I do not want people to feel offended by these words. But to reach “maturity” as a Christian, it means that you must be a Christian who has completed the three Sacraments of Initiation (Baptism, First Holy Communion, and Confirmation); and who regularly participates in the Sacraments of Confession and Holy Communion. Moreover, I must add that you must be a person who knows how to receive the most graces possible in the Sacraments by knowing how to confess properly and completely; and by practicing Internal Adoration of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, for extended periods of time in Holy Communion. Those are the two primary keys to increase in sanctifying grace which increases the power and strength of the Holy Spirit indwelling in your soul, so you can more successfully battle demons in spiritual warfare.

So, with that context in mind, let’s move onward, Christian soldier, as you have some battles to WIN!

SECTION ONE: Blessed Mother Mary and Saint Joseph

So, I want to start out this commentary by briefly talking about Our Blessed Mother Mary and Saint Joseph. Most Catholic and Orthodox Christians are familiar with the Holy Mother and pray for her intercession on prayer needs and intentions before God. But, it is essential that every Christian invoke Our Holy Mother in their spiritual and material battles. While many people may deny this fact, the Immaculate Heart of Our Holy Mother is fully United to the Sacred Heart of the Most Holy Trinity. This means that She is first in holiness and first in grace in Heaven – superior to the rest of mankind and even the holy angels. The Holy Mother is the Queen of Heaven and Earth and due to her great humility, She has been given the Role and Holy Task to subdue satan by Her heel in the End Times casting him back into hell so that mankind may enjoy a 1,000-year Era of Peace without evil and without sin on earth. So, the Holy Mother is Most Powerful before God and She desires to help every Christian in every challenge that they face living on earth. So, do not be afraid to invoke Her help, because that is all that She endeavors and wants to do for all the children – Christians – that God gave to Her at the Cross to be Mother to. Simply ask and She will always respond to your prayer.

Now, I need to especially talk about Saint Joseph and why it is important that every Christian invokes his help now. Saint Joseph – the foster father of Jesus and known as “Terror of Demons” – is mightily powerful before God and knowledge of his special efficacy before God has been especially saved for mankind to learn about in this End Times when his spiritual gifts given to him by God would be most needed by Christians.

In truth, God has appointed four special bodyguards to protect me at all times. They include Saint Michael Archangel, two archangels, and Saint Joseph. And when I became knowledgeable about this fact, at first, I thought it was odd that Saint Joseph – a human being – was appointed to be one of my special bodyguards. But, now, I know why. It is because Saint Joseph merited by God to be given unique powers as the spiritual foster father of all Christians. I do not know all the spiritual gifts that God has uniquely given him, but I do know that Saint Joseph has been instrumental in physically and spiritually protecting me for many years.

SECTION TWO: Remember Saint Michael Archangel and Your Guardian Angel

When many people are experiencing “heightened” spiritual warfare, oftentimes, they feel alone and helpless in their battles. For example, they will know to call upon the Holy Name of Our Lord Jesus Christ, and perhaps, they will even know to call upon Our Blessed Mother Mary. However, the reason that they often feel alone is because they are forgetting the “tools” that God has provided for them. And one of those major tools is the holy angels. And, in particular, they will forget that they have a special guardian angel appointed to protect them since their conception in the womb of their mother. A guardian angel that is always with them – never leaving them alone for any second – and is always ready to defend them just by asking.

In truth, you are the only human charge that your guardian angel will ever guide, serve and protect in all of mankind. Yes, you are so loved and cherished by God that every human being that will ever live on earth has their own unique guardian angel. Throughout eternity, your guardian angel waited until the sole moment that you were conceived into the world to began his unique mission to protect, guide, and serve you on earth. You are very special to your guardian angel and next to Jesus and His Holy Mother, your guardian angel is your best friend and loves you the most and very tenderly.

So, now, knowing this fact, it is essential that you learn to pray to your guardian angel daily to guide, serve, and protect you. Because of the gift of free will, your guardian angel can only protect you in heightened spiritual warfare if you ask him to. While on the other hand, hell never respects free will. That is why people can find themselves in situations where they are on the verge of despair. This is because the demons around them can be attacking them very much mentally, emotionally, and even physically, because they do not care if they disrespect your free will – the demons will take advantage of you every chance that they can get. Whereas, the holy angels can “seem” helpless and God can “seem” distant.

Firstly, every morning, immediately when you wake up, you need to give your entire day to God and to pray for all the intentions of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. It does not need to be any fancy-worded prayer. The words can be very simple and direct. Usually, I just say this every morning:

“Lord, I give you my day. I pray for all the intentions of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.”

It is important that you surrender every day to God and to pray for the intentions of the Holy Mother, because that way, you are getting the maximum number of graces that God desires to give you that day and if you pray for all the intentions of the Blessed Mother, that means you are praying for everything that you will need that day from God. So, this includes angelic protection in every moment.

However, it is imperative that people get into the habit of asking their guardian angel to help them in any challenges that they are facing daily. It is essential that people remember that they have angelic help in every moment, because honestly, you will not be able to advance in personal holiness, unless you know to ask for angelic help. Yes, it is true that you can pray only to Jesus, but you will advance quicker by recognizing that you have holy friends surrounding you just waiting to ask for their help, too. What is the purpose of spiritually handicapping yourself by not recognizing your guardian angel? Honestly, the only people who benefit from this is satan and hell.

Moreover, if you are living in a toxic home – meaning, a place where you are surrounded by evil-inspired family members and others being controlled by demons – it is important that you learn to invoke the guardian angels of all those living in the toxic home for help, too. All the guardian angels in the home want to help you if you are in distress so you do not live in constant fear and in despair.

Also, people need to learn to invoke the guardian angels of people that they encounter throughout their day as this is a very helpful best practice. For example, if I get into an unpleasant conversation with someone, I often will invoke the other person’s guardian angel to intercede for me. Or, if I am experiencing problems with someone or if someone I cherish needs conversion or other forms of help, I will ask his guardian angel to intercede for him. This opens a channel of grace from Heaven for that person that would normally not be possible if the person is not praying for himself. Oftentimes, I will pray in general to the guardian angels of the world as I go about my day, as sometimes, I think to myself, that might be the only prayer said in months for the person that I saw in the streets, etc.

Also, if you are experiencing any type of heightened spiritual warfare, it is imperative that you pray daily the Chaplet of Saint Michael Archangel, preferably in the morning time, and ask him to appoint a holy angel from each angelic choir to defend you throughout the day. This is especially important to do if you are living in a demon-infested, toxic home. Then, throughout the day, you can ask all the holy angels and the guardian angels of the home to defend you and your loved ones. This holy practice will make a huge difference concerning the spiritual warfare in the home and will give you greater peace of mind and peace of heart to know that there are so many holy angels defending you and your loved ones.

SECTION THREE: My First Secret Weapon – My Bucket Prayer

So, I am about to reveal one of my greatest secret weapons – my bucket prayer. So, take notes!

One night, I was super-tired and I was about to go asleep, when satan approached me to bother me (he is like an annoying gnat that needs swashing). Well, I was so tired that I really did not have any strength to even say a simple binding prayer or deliverance prayer of any kind. So, I simply asked Saint Michael to take a 5-gallon bucket of the Most Precious Blood of Jesus and to pour it over the head of satan.  And guess what? The satanic attack immediately stopped.

I was so pleasantly surprised by this that now my bucket prayer is one of my main staple prayers to use against satan and any of the demons of hell. I have used this prayer successfully many times since I have discovered it.

Now, why is my bucket prayer so effective with satan and hell? Please understand, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, that starting with the murder of Abel by Cain, satan and all the demons tried to make the bloodline of mankind tainted and impure so the Messiah would be unable to be born to save all of mankind (all people created by God that have souls). This is why God had to start again repopulating the earth with Noah’s family, because the rest of the people before the Great Flood had impure genetic bloodlines so they were no longer considered human beings (people created by God with souls). So, truly, satan and all of hell was conquered by the Most Precious Blood of Jesus at the Cross and that is why you read of all the genealogy records in the Holy Bible. They are the constant written reminder by God that satan and all of hell are losers as God defeated them all by His Most Precious Blood at the Cross. So, satan and hell literally can not stand battles when the Most Precious Blood of Jesus is invoked and used.

So, if you are living in a toxic home that is infested with demons and evil-inspired people, it is imperative that whenever you are under attack – no matter if it is spiritual or material or physical – you must call upon the holy angels and guardian angels in the toxic home to defend you and your loved ones by constantly pouring buckets of the Most Precious Blood of Jesus on the heads of the attacker or aggressor and the demons. The attack will eventually stop because the demons will be unable to withstand the constant bloodbath and will stop giving evil inspirations to the the attacker or aggressor. Also, by constantly using the bucket prayer with the help of the holy angels, the spiritual environment of the toxic home will eventually change, because the demons will lose their spiritual stronghold over the evil-inspired people.

Finally, everyone should incorporate daily prayer to Jesus to have His Most Precious Blood cover them in the morning and at bedtime. So, you have a special grace of protection throughout the day and while sleeping from God.

SECTION FOUR: The Holy Chalice

Now, that most people know the efficacy of the Most Precious Blood of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, one of the most powerful times that you can pray is during the Holy Mass. And, in particular, before the Consecration Prayer of the Most Holy Eucharist by the priest, every Christian needs to place three things in the Holy Chalice:

One, every Christian needs to place all the curses said by others over themselves into the Holy Chalice;

Two, every Christian needs to place all the people – their enemies – cursing themselves into the Holy Chalice;

And three, every Christian needs to place all the demons attacking them into the Holy Chalice.

Now, I know what many of you are thinking to yourselves. You are thinking that no one is cursing you.  My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, please wake up, as every Christian is being cursed by occultists all the time. Just like Christians, in general, pray for the well-being of everyone in the world during Holy Mass, occultists are praying, in general, for all Christians to be harmed and even killed. Even if no specific person is directly cursing you, truly, you are being cursed generally by all witches, satanists, and occultists, etc.

Please, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, recognize that you are being cursed all the time and your daily life is impacted by these curses. So, if you want to break these curses, which are affecting every sphere over your life, you need to break them by placing them in the Holy Chalice at Holy Mass.

SECTION FIVE: Spiritually Battling Multiple Attackers

I am sharing this personal story publicly, because I know that there are people who are in intense spiritual battles and I want to help them overcome their challenges, especially, when they are being attacked by multiple occultists.

Once, I was traveling with a family member to attend a conference. And one night, I woke up to hearing voices in my hotel room. I was listening to a coven of trafficking witches and their demon familiars in my hotel room conspiring about how to kill me. Trafficking means that these witches were visiting me in spirit form, so they and the demons were invisible to me, so I only heard their voices. They were debating whether to strangle me or not, but they knew that they had to be careful, because my family member was asleep in the other bed and they did not want other people in the hotel to hear me being killed.

I was not afraid. And, immediately, I asked the Blessed Mother in my soul, what should I do to protect myself? And the Holy Mother responded to me to fight using the Most Precious Blood of Jesus and Her Immaculate Heart.

So, I began to mentally pray (silently in my mind, so my family member asleep would not be disturbed) that the Most Precious Blood of Jesus rain down upon all the demons and witches in the hotel room and I began to consecrate every witch to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. And I kept repeating these two prayers over and over again, while the Blessed Mother encouraged me to continue to pray.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, the sounds that I heard in the spirit were awful. I heard all the witches and demons screaming in panic and in pain, while I also heard the demons turn against the witches and begin attacking them. It reminded me of the story in the Holy Bible (Old Testament), where ancient Israel sent all the worship singers into battle first and when all the different enemies of ancient Israel heard the voices of the singers projected into the valley, the enemies all turned on one another and killed each other. And on that day, no one in ancient Israel died or had to fight, because God rescued them.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, I heard these sounds of panic and pain for a longtime, but I kept mentally praying until the sounds diminished and I could go back to sleep. And truly, I did finally went back to sleep, because I was not afraid. I knew that Jesus and His Holy Mother were protecting me.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, a profound revelation then happened to me on the final day of that short conference trip. I was in the hotel room by myself packing up my things and suddenly, I heard a voice say my first name in my soul. I was startled. Then, the voice said my full name in my soul to get my attention. So, I asked the voice to identify himself and the voice said that he was one of the trafficking witches who had tried to harm me the other night in the hotel room. Then, the voice proceeded to tell me that God was permitting him to visit me, because he had died that night at the hands of the demons. However, because I consecrated his soul to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, God had pity on him and allowed him to enter deep Purgatory instead of eternal hell. So, my prayers had saved his soul from hell and he wanted to thank me for interceding for his eternal salvation. I then thanked him for telling me and I promised that I would remember to pray for his poor soul in Purgatory.

Yes, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, the Most Precious Blood of Jesus IS that Powerful, along with the Consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

SECTION SIX: Flame of Love Hail Mary Prayer

I know that it takes additional time, but truly, if you pray the Hail Mary prayer and if you pray the Most Holy Rosary, it is essential to pray the Flame of Love Hail Mary. This is because the additional phrase provided by Heaven really does blind satan and all the demons of hell. I cannot emphasize enough how powerful the Flame of Love Hail Mary prayer is against satan. he absolutely hates it; and in truth, during one episode, satan spent several hours trying to convince me that the additional phrase was “not approved” by Heaven and that every time that I specifically said it, I was calling down “bad angels” and not holy angels to defend me. Because that is what satan tries to do – he tries to make the good look bad and the bad look good. So, my response? I wrote a blog post on Mary Refuge Of Souls to encourage everyone to pray the Flame of Love Hail Mary prayer. Moreover, I always recite the Flame of Love Hail Mary three times in a row, because that holy practice releases a poor soul in Purgatory into Heaven. So, coupled with the Rosary of the Unborn from Holy Love Ministries (holylove.org), you can save many unborn babies from abortion, release many poor souls from Purgatory, and make satan and hell blind – wow!!

“Hail Mary, full of Grace, the Lord is with Thee, blessed are Thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, spread the effect of grace of Thy Flame of Love over all of humanity, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

SECTION SEVEN: Holy Scripture as a Sword

In the New Testament, it is written that the word of God (Sacred Scripture) is like a sword and should be used in spiritual battles. And I know that many Protestant Christians memorize scripture verses and have used them successfully in spiritual warfare. Well, I want to be honest, but my memory retention for bible verses is not very good, so I do not have much holy scripture memorized. Also, truthfully, when I am in the heat of spiritual warfare, it would be awkward for me to quote from the Holy Bible, because I do not have them memorized to the point that the verses easily roll off my tongue. However, I do know enough stories and such from Sacred Scripture, that I have been able to humiliate satan with my knowledge. Which, for me, is one of the best reasons to memorize and study the Holy Bible.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, as you advance in holiness, it is not just simply about memorizing bible verses to use in possible spiritual battles, you need to know how to effectively use Sacred Scripture and private revelation to your advantage. Whether you are battling satan or a lesser demon, it is important to learn how to turn the tables on them and how to win command over the situation, so that you are in control in the end. Honestly, if you are afraid of demons, that makes them stronger; but if you can humiliate them, they grow weaker because their prideful egos cannot handle it.

So, yes, if you are in a heightened spiritual battle, it best to use the Most Precious Blood of Jesus to fight against demons, but also remind the demons how Jesus defeated them at the Cross by His humility and His obedience to His Eternal Father. Magnify the Lord, by telling them bible stories of how Great Jesus Is. Humiliate them with the virtues of the Blessed Mother, Saint Joseph, and battle stories of your favorite patron Saints. The demons will back off in weakness and you will gain strength and confidence in your Christian faith.

SECTION EIGHT: The Best Prayer Method

Saint Augustine of Hippo once wrote in his famous autobiography, Confessions, that singing is like praying twice to God. And because I like to sing worship songs to God, I have to agree with his statement. In fact, I believe that if you can sing a prayer like the Flame of Love Hail Mary, etc., it can be more powerful. This is because when you are singing to God, this holy practice helps you tremendously in praying from the heart and praying longer to God. Truthfully, it is easier for me to sing for hours to God than it is for me to pray for hours to God.

Also, it may be better for some people in their spiritual battles to sing prayers from the heart to God. In particular, singing praise and worship songs to God in the presence of demons weakens them and makes them powerless. This is because praise and worship is the highest forms of prayer to God. So, if it is helpful to you, memorize a favorite worship song and sing it often in response to your temptations and in your spiritual battles.

Now, I want to give you all an example from my personal life. One of my favorite worship songs to use in spiritual warfare is the song titled, “We Believe”, by the Christian band, Newsboys. It is a very powerful song, because it is like singing the Apostles Creed, so it is a personal affirmation of the Christian faith.

satan and hell cannot stand whenever I sing this particular song. This is because I have a special way of singing a certain lyric within the song. Whenever I sing the following lyrics in the song, I pan my eyes around the room that I am in as I believe in my mind that I am staring down satan and all the demons in the room with me. Then, in a very loud voice, I pronounce each of these words very forcefully and precisely.

We believe, we believe
And the gates of Hell will not prevail
For the power of God has torn the veil

Sometimes when I am projecting my voice on the words, And the gates of Hell will not prevail, I say it so distinctly and powerfully, I know in my mind that satan and all the demons present in the room are being flung backwards and crushed by my words.

I enjoy reminding hell that they are LOSERS. That Jesus Is the winner at the Cross and in the end.

SECTION NINE: Sacramentals (Blessed Objects) Really Do Work

People often wonder if sacramentals (blessed objects) truly work. Well, I am here to tell you that yes, sacramentals found in Holy Mother Church truly do work in protecting you from evil.

For a number of years, I worked full time at a desk job where I had my own cubicle (workspace). Well, from day one, I made sure that my cubicle had plenty of blessed sacramentals. I had a framed 8×10 picture of My Love, Jesus, and a statue of Saint Michael Archangel. Hanging all over the walls of my cubicle were a bunch of blessed holy cards of various Saints that had been touched to 1^st class relics (making them 3^rd class relics). And in a drawer, I had a specially blessed Holy Rosary, exorcism water and exorcism salt, just in case, I would ever need them.

I know that people are afraid of sometimes displaying their Catholic faith so openly in the secular workplace. Well, that is a fear that people need to overcome, because sacramentals can literally save your life. Also, I firmly believe in the famous quote of Saint Francis of Assisi: “Preach the Gospel at all times and, if necessary, use words.” I never once preached the Gospel at my workplace, but everyone knew that I was a Catholic Christian, and other Christians would first approach me to talk about faith matters, not the other way around. Whereas with non-Christians, I would simply treat them with respect and charity while discussing virtuous topics.

Well, I want you to know that having my blessed sacramentals, including the Saint Benedict exorcism medal near the entrance of my cubicle, has literally saved my life from attacks by evil-inspired people. Moreover, I have been in situations where the Saint Benedict exorcism crucifix has stopped satan himself from entering the room that I was in and attacking me. Multiple times, this specific crucifix has blocked satan from getting near me.

So, never take the Saint Benedict exorcism medal / crucifix and other sacramentals for granted. They definitely work against evil and the demonic!

SECTION TEN: Everyone Needs Deliverance Prayers

As I mentioned in Section Four (The Holy Chalice), every Christian is being cursed, in general, by every occultist, every witch, and every satanist, in the world; and so, it is imperative that every Christian pray frequently, even daily, deliverance prayers over themselves and their loved ones. This is so the power of the daily curses and demonically-influenced attacks can be lessened substantially in their lives.

At the end of this commentary, I have included some of the most powerful deliverance prayers that I am aware of. In truth, I have suffered for months from demonic sicknesses that I did not realize were the result of curses, but after an hour of praying these potent deliverance prayers, I was totally healed.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, so many people are suffering physical and mental illnesses and they are praying to God to heal them when, in reality, they need to pray deliverance prayers over themselves for God to break the curses cast on them and to deliver the demons that might be infesting their physical bodies.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, please understand that you can be cursed with all sorts of deadly sicknesses, like cancer, etc., and major illnesses, like diabetes and auto-immune diseases, etc. You can even be cursed with chronic obesity, which makes it difficult for you to lose weight or even fast, etc.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, you can also be cursed with handicaps caused by demons infesting your physical bodies, because yes, Christians can suffer from demonic possession and not be aware of it. This is because demons can only possess your physical body, while the Holy Spirit will possess your spiritual soul. So, if you are an “infant” in your Christian faith, who does not know how to grow further in the faith and how to use properly spiritual tools, the demons can physically and mentally handicap you while remaining silent so that you never figure out that you are cursed and need deliverance from God.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, as many of you read in the heavenly messages found on my blog, Mary Refuge Of Souls, the Lord has remarked that this current age of disobedience that we are in is a worse era than the time before the Great Flood of Noah. This means that our present age – the End Times – is even worse than the time that Our Lord Jesus Christ walked the earth 2,000 years ago.

Remember, when Our Lord Jesus Christ walked the face of the earth, He was casting out demons in people left and right, meaning, all the time. And if we are living in a time worse than the age that Jesus was living on earth, please ask yourself, where are all the demons?

I am flat-out telling everyone that if you are suffering from any aches or pains or body or mental ills, you need to be praying deliverance prayers over yourself and not simply relying on healing prayers to God. Honestly, I think that a lot of human suffering in the world can be alleviated if more people prayed to be delivered from demons and curses in addition to being healed by God. Remember, if you are a strong prayer warrior for God, you are a target of the occult. That is real and not fake news.

SECTION ELEVEN: Perfect Love Casts Out Fear – Death

One of my favorite Bible verses is this: “Perfect love casts out fear”; and it is one of my core Bible verses that I live my life fully by following.

Now, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, I need to fully explain a Christian principle that most people are not aware of in their daily conversion. The truth is, to reach the highest degrees of personal holiness and to experience the highest levels of Heaven, you need to have such a perfect love of God and of neighbor as self that you conquer all your fears in life. So, whatever you are most afraid of – and God intimately knows what you are most afraid of – you have to overcome and master all those fears. Which means that you need to develop a deep degree of trust in God because you will be tempted over and over again by those fears until you become immune to them.

One of the major challenges for all Christians is the fear that all human beings innately have – the fear of death. So, as you grow in personal holiness before God, He will allow satan and hell to tempt you with the fear of death. This is because God desires you to be strong in all virtues, including holy love and trust. You may never be called to sacrifice your life as a martyr, but nonetheless, God desires you to have the strong faith like those who were martyred, because God desires for your soul to dwell in the highest levels possible for your eternal afterlife in Heaven.

So, yes, folks, to achieve the “perfect love casts out fear” that God desires for you, this means that you have to defeat the fear of your own death. So, you will be tested over and over by the fear of death in your mortal life, so you can overcome and conquer it in your free will.

Just like Jesus did on the Cross – a horrible death that He willingly submitted to out of love and obedience to His Eternal Father for the sake of all fallen mankind.

How do these temptations by satan of the fear of death might look like? Well, every person’s life is unique so the fear of death will present itself differently to each person. But every test of death will always be an opportunity to more profoundly love and trust in God. I have been tested in multiple scenarios and different ways.

One time, I was in a very dire situation as satan was mentally tormenting me and it seemed almost certain that the spiritual crisis would be culminating in the final moment for my death. What did I do? I simply closed my eyes and asked God how many people would be saved by offering up my death to Him. Then, I began to pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet for myself waiting for satan to finally kill me off. Suddenly, the torment stopped and I opened my eyes. satan was gone. I had won the spiritual battle, because I had been willing to be martyred, but it was not my moment to die, so satan had to leave because I called his bluff.

I have also been attacked by possessed objects, such as cars on rides to hell, etc., as well as possessed animals, etc. In particular, the German shepherd dog of one of my family members became temporarily possessed by satan. It jumped on me and slammed me to the ground. Then, I had to stare straight into satan looking at me through the black eyes in the dog as he was growling and snarling furiously a few inches from my face. Eventually, satan had to let go of controlling the animal as I showed no fear.

satan did that exact same scenario with the possessed dog three times to me. Until he realized that I would never give into the fear that he was trying to make me feel with a furious dog inches from mulling my face.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, one of the reasons that I speak here about being attacked by possessed animals is because I think this is an example of fear that people can easily relate to. I want people to know that the reason that I showed no fear during the three attacks is because of the incredible amount of peace that Jesus has given to me in my life of daily conversion. I want people to know that it IS possible to have such a high degree of peace within your soul that you can conquer fears such as being attacked by possessed animals or even being in possessed objects like car rides to hell, etc.

Peace is one of the greatest gifts that Our Lord Jesus Christ, Prince of Peace, desires to give every Christian soul. All fear comes from satan and it is a terrible tool that he uses to grip your human heart so you do not stay obedient to God and His Ways. Whenever you experience any type of fear, you need to learn to offer it up to God and to never back down from what you are afraid of. Seriously, you have to be like the energizer bunny from the television commercials in the 1990s and just keep going and going on the defensive and even offensive until the attack is completely over and you have won the battle. You must never let satan win because he will continually harp on your weaknesses and whittle down your defenses until you get to a point of despair and are constantly afraid, and think that your life is hopeless and not worth living.

Jesus never wants His beloved children to despair or be afraid or feel hopeless or powerless. He totally wants the very opposite reality of you – all the positive and good stuff for your life – including a great sense of serenity and inner peace that becomes unshakable in you. He wants you to love and trust in Him so much that you become fearless because you know that you are safe no matter what happens in your life.

Because I have developed a heightened degree of peace from Jesus within my own heart, I know that possessing this great gift is possible and I want everyone to have and experience this peace from Jesus every present moment in their daily conversion. But honestly, to develop a high degree of peace, this means that you have to make a personal resolution to never give into any type of fear starting from this current moment forward. A high degree of inner peace develops in incremental steps by repeatedly answering any type of fear by trusting and loving in God. A great sense of inner peace results from building up confidence in your faith in God. Truly, as you live your life in every present moment, you need to actively choose the best and most loving and trusting response to every situation that presents itself to you. You must not let satan draw you into past regrets or future worries or fears, because that is how satan robs the present moment of peace from Jesus for himself. satan never wants you to live your life in constant peace of God.

Do you know that in hell that all the lost souls are restless, because they have never achieved the constant peace of Jesus in their souls, which is the precious gift that all living souls in Heaven have? So, satan wants to rob you of all your present moments of peace because that is the life prepared for souls lost in hell. Once you lose your present moment gift from God, that present moment is lost forever. But, every present moment that you do something good for God, including learning to live your moments in the inner peace of Jesus and in the virtues, gets returned to you an hundred-fold in Heaven with gifts and special graces that give you immense joy for all-eternity.

Do not let satan rob you of your joy both on earth and in Heaven. So, starting this very moment, be resolute to never give into any type of fear. Allow Jesus to love you with His gift of peace.

SECTION TWELVE: Perfect Love Casts Out Fear – Purity

In striving to achieve the “perfect love casts out fear,” I want to speak briefly about a particular innate fear to women, which is the fear of sexual assault and rape. Because, yes, this is a fear that must also be surrendered in trust to God, overcome and conquered as you strive for greater personal holiness. It is not God’s Will that sexual abuse and dominance pervade in human relationships, but unfortunately, it is a reality in this fallen world.

Firstly, if you are endanger of or a victim of any type of abuse – child, spousal, sexual, etc., Jesus and His Holy Mother desire you to use the spiritual tools that I have given in the very beginning of this commentary regarding invoking the holy angels to help you in a heightened way and to use the bucket prayer of the Most Precious Blood while you are exposed to any evil-inspired people and abuse in a toxic environment or home. Jesus also wants you to especially pray for His Most Precious Blood to protect you every morning throughout the day and at bedtime for protection at nighttime.

Secondly, this is very important. Twice daily, in the morning and at bedtime, you must ask the Blessed Mother to SEAL you in Her Immaculate Conception so that She will have greater special efficacy to maintain the innocence and purity of everyone who is SEALED by her before God. You can even pray for others to be SEALED in Her Immaculate Conception if they are endanger of or victim of any type of abuse and do not know to pray for Her help. Also, you can pray to be covered and protected by Her Holy Mantle from any type of physical abuse.

Finally, Saint Agnes of Rome (virgin martyr) desires to spiritual adopt all those who are endanger of or are the victim of any type of abuse. If you are suffering in this way, she asks to be prayed to daily for her heavenly intercession and protection. I have included the story about her saintly life at the end of this commentary for those who would like her to be their special patroness.

SECTION THIRTEEN: My Second Secret Weapon – Internal Adoration

I have written extensively before about my second secret weapon – Internal Adoration – spending extended periods of time inwardly adoring Our Lord in prayer – during Holy Communion at Holy Mass. So, I will not spend a lot of time in this commentary writing about this holy practice. However, these are a few additional principles that people should consider while endeavoring to implement this holy practice.

Firstly, actually receiving the physical Real Presence of Our Lord in the Consecrated Host is the most ideal way to practice Internal Adoration. Receiving Holy Communion at Holy Mass is like storing up heavenly treasure of gold coins that will exponentially magnify your heavenly glory when it is your time to receive the beatific vision of God.

However, for those who are unable to attend daily Mass, taking a Spiritual Communion at least once a day – spiritually adoring Our Lord at least for 15 minutes – is also beneficial and will increase your sanctifying grace – indwelling of the Holy Spirit in your soul the longer you spend time with God. Spiritual Communions can be received multiple times a day and they are like storing up heavenly treasure of silver coins for your beatific vision.

Honestly, I have received Spiritual Communions that were sometimes more powerful in graces for me than a typical Holy Communion that I receive at Holy Mass. Whenever I receive Spiritual Communion, I know that I am receiving a Consecrated Host dipped in the Most Precious Blood from the holy hands of Saint Michael Archangel who has taken the Most Holy Eucharist from a nearby Holy Tabernacle at a Catholic church. I actually hear in my heart the inner voice of Saint Michael say to me, Body and Blood of Christ, to which I respond Amen. Then, I actually open my mouth until I am certain that I have the Consecrated Host on my tongue and, oftentimes, as soon as I close my mouth, then Jesus will start discussing matters with me. Truthfully, Jesus typically speaks more to me during Spiritual Communions than during Holy Communions at Holy Mass.

Also, I want people to know that although Jesus and even Papa God talk to me more these days – I was not granted this gift of direct communication with the Most Holy Trinity until fairly recently during this past year (2020). So, it has taken me about 17 years to achieve this level of holiness to be given this special gift. However, I do not have the gift of locutions or receiving heavenly messages for the public like other chosen messengers on my blog, Mary Refuge Of Souls. Although some prophecy is shared with me from time-to-time, usually, I simply have conversations with Papa God as His beloved child and with Jesus as He is My Best Friend and My Love. Sometimes, our conversations can be silly, other times, carefree and joyful as we spend time together, as soul-mates and companions. My greatest joy is to make Jesus laugh and smile in my soul, as I love to tell Him jokes and plan our future together in Heaven.

I share these private encounters with you all, because so many people cheat themselves from having a deeper and closer relationship with God and Heaven. I want to encourage people to follow the steps that I point out in my various commentaries, because everyone is meant to have a satisfying and joyful relationship with God during their earthly life. Life in Heaven can begin during your earthly life. Papa God and Jesus are actively searching for souls that They can rest Their weary Hearts in peace and love in this fallen and troubled world. You can be one of the souls that They are looking for. That is why I encourage people so much to do Internal Adoration in Holy Communion, because opening your souls to Their Holy Presence and Their special graces starts there.

SECTION FOURTEEN: Levels of Spiritual Warfare

Alright, I need to explain an important topic to all Christians who will read this important commentary, because most Christians are not advanced enough in spiritual warfare to know that there are different levels in the battles.  Thus, I must explain this topic to everyone because we will be entering shortly the Great Tribulation, and God and His Holy Mother desire to raise up great holy Saints in this age of the End Times.

Now, Christians need to understand that, in general, the vast majority of mankind is at the bottom level of spiritual warfare. Most people are not advanced really at all in battling demons. What is the bottom level? Well, when a soul is conceived into this world, he receives a guardian angel while at the same time, satan assigns a demon to follow and tempt the soul throughout his entire life. Now, most Christians will understand that they have a guardian angel assigned to their life, but practically, nobody understands that satan has assigned a particular demon to battle them throughout their life, too. Moreover, even if Christians are aware of their guardian angel, most rarely invoke their daily help and protection. Instead, they often spiritually muddle throughout their day without asking for the instant help available to them to fight off the demon assigned to tempt them. Sadly, most people including most Christians, stay stuck in this stage of spiritual warfare.

Now, I am going to say something that will shock many people, but honestly, many of the people that you would consider to be very holy, like very good priests and even most chosen messengers are not very advanced in spiritual warfare either. I say this, because although they will likely be very adept at invoking the Blessed Mother, the holy angels and heavenly saints, to help them in spiritual battles, they will still be fighting at the level where they encountering, perhaps, the higher level demons in hell and will be assigned extra warrior angels as needed. Having spiritual gifts does not mean that you are at a high degree of holiness. It only means that God favors you and is inviting you in a special way to come closer to His Most Sacred Heart. But, many holy priests and chosen messengers have never battled lucifer (satan) directly or, they have encountered him in only a handful of battles or less.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, in order to graduate into full maturity as a Christian, you need to grow in personal holiness to the level where you attracting the constant attention of lucifer. Because then, that means that you are really causing spiritual damage to his kingdom of darkness. Please, I know that stating this truth might frighten some of you, but Jesus wants every Christian to become an unbeatable “powerhouse” in the faith and that means conquering every fear, including battling lucifer.

One of my favorite saints is the parish priest, Saint John Vianney, Patron Saint of All Priests. I love him, because he grew so fearless in his frequent battles with satan that he would fall asleep when satan was trying to cause ruckus in his small bedroom. So, one time, satan became so annoyed by him falling asleep during his attack, that he set the bed on fire(!). Now, some people might be scared of that story, but honestly, I admire Saint John Vianney for his holy courage and boldness against the “grappin” as he affectionately called satan, whom he would wrestle in frequent hand-to-hand fights.  “Grappin” is the French word for the three-pronged pickaxe that is featured in popular imaginary depictions of the devil.

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, I know that all of you desire to reach the highest levels of Heaven – which is the Sixth Chamber of the Spiritual Journey of the United Hearts provided by Heaven at Holy Love Ministries. Well, that is one of the reasons why I wrote this important commentary and other writings on how to grow in personal holiness. Because if your ultimate goal is to achieve the Sixth Chamber – which should be the end goal of every Christian – then I am giving you important knowledge for you to study on how to get there. One of those tools is how to spiritually battle in a heightened way, because I am basically revealing how to defeat lucifer.

Next point that I want you to understand, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, is that once you spiritually mature to the level where you are attracting the constant attention of lucifer, there are actually still more levels of advanced spiritual warfare which I will explain. This is because you are going to be tested in trial after trial by all of his supernatural powers. And yes, you are going to be physically beaten up at times and he is going to test you with different fears at times, which are opportunities to grow in hope, faith, love, and trust in God. And yes, in the beginning, he is going to be attacking you more often, sometimes, even daily and even moment by moment.

But, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, because you are going to be tested so much with his supernatural powers, you will actually grow stronger in your faith and confidence in God. As lucifer attacks you, at a certain point, he will begin enlisting other higher level demons to help him fatigue and wear you down. These battles with satan and higher level demons will grow more intense, as more demons are enlisted to fight against you until you are at a pivotal stage in your personal holiness when you are starting to fight satan and all the demons in hell at the same time.

However, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, as you are battling lucifer and more of hell on a regular basis, that is also a point in your spiritual journey when you will have become totally confident in invoking the help of all of the holy angels and all the saints of Heaven, to fight with you. Because, truly, you cannot fight lucifer and all of hell without the simultaneous help of the Communion of Saints in every battle. Hence, by that point, you will have advanced to where you know without a doubt that you cannot do any spiritual battle by yourself. Thus, Saint Michael Archangel and many legions of holy angels will be protecting and defending you in every present moment, and you will never be left unaided by God and His Holy Mother Mary.

Then, at the highest echelons of spiritual warfare, when you have advanced to the highest levels of holiness and in grace before God, lucifer and all of hell will no longer battle you on a constant basis. hell has become progressively weaker in its individual battles with you until finally, hell can only launch attacks against you on an infrequent basis (and you are always helped with the constant assistance of the Communion of Saints). These attacks might diminish to be perhaps, twice a year, during certain occult feast days (like Halloween), when lucifer and hell are given more demonic power from human minions. Otherwise, for the most part, you are able to reap the fruit of your spiritual labor, and are no longer subject to endless, fierce, demonic attacks by lucifer and hell. Simply put, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, hell is no longer able to gather enough demonic power to attack you.

Finally, you graduate to the top tier of spiritual warfare when lucifer and hell can no longer attack you at all and they essentially have to leave you alone. This is because you have become truly another “Christ living on earth.” This means that you have achieved the highest degree in grace and holiness in which you are essentially “unbeatable” – having conquered all fears of death and of satan. Thus, your self-will has been absolutely annihilated – surrendered in all ways to God and His Divine Will – and through this complete abandonment in God, you willingly offer to immolate yourself as a victim-soul to God. At that point, you become totally accepting of any type of Christian martyrdom, even at the hands of the antichrist, which you would freely undertake in imitation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, because you have realized the greatest freedom of your free-will in God and His Divine Love:

Gospel of St John, Chapter 15, Verses 12-13

This is my commandment: love one another, as I have loved you.
No one can have greater love than to lay down his life for his friends.

These are the advanced levels of spiritual warfare that people experience once they break past the spiritual barrier between the Fifth and Sixth Chambers of the Highest Heaven. I share them with you all, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, because just as the Sixth Chamber of Holiness should be the ultimate goal of every Christian; it should also be the ultimate goal of every Christian to realize the ultimate freedom of your free-will in God by achieving the highest echelon in spiritual warfare with lucifer and hell. It should be the end goal of every Christian to ultimately challenge the advancement of satan’s kingdom of darkness on earth. Although it might be scary for some people to be attracting the attention of lucifer and hell in such a profound way, it is part-and-parcel of achieving and living in the Sixth Chamber – the Highest Heaven on earth. However, once you have tasted the joys and delights of the Sixth Chamber, as Saint Thomas Aquinas has stated at Holy Love Ministries, it is “rare” for any living soul to slip or fall out of the Sixth Chamber. Thus, abiding in the Sixth Chamber provides both true consolation and surpassing joy that makes up for any test or trial that lucifer and hell can do in spiritual warfare. Truly, resulting in the fulfillment of the Biblical principle, “perfect love casts out fear.”

SECTION FIFTEEN: The Emergency Prayer To Use in Extreme Distress

In this final section, I want to speak about an unique experience that happened to me, because it can be instructional for others. satan was permitted to subject me to a certain trial that put me in extreme spiritual and physical distress. Over two-days (48-hour period), satan arranged for covens of occultists all over the world – in every time zone – to repeatedly send high level demons to individually attack me. Therefore, I experienced an extreme emergency and I ended up hospitalized during the attack, because I appeared to the “outside world” that I was utterly crazy. This is because I could not stop praying.

There were two reasons for non-stop prayer by myself: one, because I needed the constant protection of Heaven from all the demons being constantly sent to “clobber” me and two, because I needed to pray for the salvation of many occultists who were truly dying during this 48-hour time period. This is because as I defeated each higher level demon, they would become so enraged at being totally humiliated in front of satan who would viciously laugh at their defeat, the demons would then travel back to the occultist that summoned them and would kill them on the spot. Therefore, I needed to pray not only for my physical survival but also for the eternal salvation of every occultist that was cursing me during this spiritual trial.

Thus, for a straight 48-hours, I was in constant prayer. How did I pray? I did the ONLY prayer that could help me save myself and the occultists at the same time. I prayed repeatedly, “I pray for the intentions of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.” Yes, over and over again, I invoked the Holy Mother, and seriously, saying the same phrase repeatedly no matter what happened physically around me, for hours on end, made me look utterly crazy to everyone. After the 48-hours ended, my sanity was completely restored as the spiritual attack was over, but nonetheless, I had a brief stay in the mental hospital.

Would I pray like that if I was in extreme distress, in an emergency situation like that again? YES, I would, because that is the ONLY and BEST prayer that can be said when you are being constantly

“clobbered” by all the high-level demons of hell. To simply turn over all your concerns to the Holy Mother, so She can be “Mediatrix of All Grace” and allocate all graces of God as She sees fit to help you and others.

Meanwhile, people may wonder if my prayers had any effect on others? I can say YES in response to that question, too. Because, during this entire ordeal, God permitted me to receive consolation in different ways to know that Heaven was acting and responding to my prayer requests and needs. In particular, on two separate occasions, God permitted two different occultists to speak briefly to me. These two occultists came to thank me for saving them from eternal damnation. God graciously listened to my prayers said in earnest for their souls to be saved and so, God granted them entry to deep purgatory when they were killed by the raging demons.

Simply put, knowing that lives were being saved from hell, well, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, makes all the difference when you encounter yourself in a spiritual trial such as that. It makes it all worth the battle to me. Alleluia and Amen.

CONCLUSION: BECOME FEARLESS

In conclusion, hell is freaking out, as they have been screaming profanities at me in their hatred and they tried to give me a sore throat (a short deliverance prayer took care of that). But, in the end, there is little that hell can do, as the writing is finished; and it is my sincere hope by sharing my personal insights on spiritual warfare, that every Christian will read these lessons learned and apply them in their own individual circumstances. Especially, as they strive for the highest level of Heaven in their spiritual walk, aiming to become a severe thorn in satan’s side. God bless you, dear Christian soldier, in all your battles.

I love you,
A Soul

INVITATION FOR SPIRITUAL ADOPTION:
The Story of Saint Agnes

SAINT AGNES OF ROME, Virgin and Martyr, 304 A.D.

Agnes radiated beauty from her innermost being outward. Her youth and purity were extraordinary in the dark times in which she lived. Born to nobility, her parents were pagans. Agnes was raised by a nurse, a Christian slave, who introduced her to Jesus. The youthful beauty fell in love with the Lord of the Universe. She worshiped Him in the secret places of her heart. She gave herself to Him; heart, mind, soul and body. In an underground sanctuary, in darkness broken only by candlelight, Agnes professed her love and gave her solemn vow of chastity to her Lord, Jesus. She sealed her promise in His Blood when she received the Eucharist that day. The troubles began in the Fall of her thirteenth year.

Many handsome and noble suitors called on her and asked for her hand in marriage. She refused them all with grace and humility. There was one man, the Governor’s son who was named Phocus, who set out to win her over. He lavished her with jewels and expensive gifts. When he proposed Agnes told him, “I am honored and grateful, but I can not marry you. I am already the spouse of a Lover who is much more noble and powerful than you.”

Later, Phocus saw Agnes meet with a group of suspected Christians. Out of his injured pride he went to his father, Governor Sempronius, and accused her of being a Christian. The charge was serious, if found guilty, she would be sentenced to death.

Agnes was sitting in a garden with her nurse and foster sister, Emerentiana, on a cold gray overcast day. They were quietly singing a hymn of praise to Jesus when the soldiers came and arrested Agnes. She was brought before Sempronius, who questioned her in his official capacity as Magistrate. Agnes made no attempt to deny her faith in Jesus. Governor Sempronius was a fair-minded man and he tried to give her a way out. He ordered Agnes to offer a sacrifice at the Temple of Vesta, the virgin goddess of the Hearth. He suggested that she could even devote herself as a Vestal Virgin. “You will be able to preserve your chastity and serve Rome as a priestess guarding the Sacred Fire.” Agnes would not compromise. “My life, my body and my service belong to Jesus.”

Angered by her stubborn refusal to submit to his authority, the Governor lost all fair-mindedness and decided to humiliate the girl and strip her of her Christianity another way. He ordered her to be stripped naked and dragged through the streets to a house of prostitution.

The guards, all full grown men, stripped her of her clothes and put her in chains. They ogled her naked body lustfully and made rude and crass comments as they led her through the streets of Rome. Crowds gathered to watch and say even uglier things to the beautiful girl. Agnes escaped to a secret corner of her mind where she prayed. She was able to ignore what they were saying, but she was deeply disturbed by the way they looked at her. She continued to pray. In an instant, her hair began to grow. She heard the crowds gasp as she felt her hair cover her breasts. The crowd and the soldiers went completely silent as her hair reached down to her thighs, covering her and restoring her modesty. Once she was deposited at the brothel, the soldiers left and it began to rain.

The Madame gave Agnes a prostitute’s tunic and paraded her in front of a group of men. She did not know about the angel that the Lord had sent to protect Agnes’ virtue. The men saw the lovely maiden who seemed to glow with holiness. They averted their eyes, except for one man who looked her over like a wolf selecting a lamb for his dinner. She met his gaze defiantly. Suddenly, he cried out from pain and covered his eyes with his hands. Agnes’ angel had struck his eyes. He was blinded and went away in complete darkness. Later, when she was alone, she prayed and forgave the man who would have violated her. Three days later, his sight was restored but his heart remained cold.

Winter arrived with a blast of cold air and rain. Skies remained gray as the clouds blocked the sun for days on end. As a prisoner, she was not allowed to leave the brothel. Her only desire was to make Communion. She refused the food and free-flowing wine that was offered to her and instead, made an Act of Spiritual Communion every day. In this way, the Lord sustained her. Agnes was bad for business at the brothel. She would sit and pray and the customers would go away. Some of the other prostitutes listened to Agnes when she spoke of her Lover. They experienced a change of heart and left the prostitution house.

On a freezing cold, dark night in January, the Madame had had enough. She took the girl back to the magistrate. A new trial was held and it was confirmed that Agnes had remained a virgin after all those months in a house ill repute. She still refused to make any sacrifice to the pagan gods of Rome. The man who had been struck blind accused her of witchcraft, and so she was condemned as a witch and sentenced to be burned at the stake.

Soldiers quickly assembled a pyre and she was tied to a stake. Agnes stood there unafraid as a crowd gathered to watch. She kept her eyes on the heavens and sang a song praising Jesus. The fire was lit and quickly consumed the bundle of wood. However, like the men at the brothel, the flames of the fire refused to touch the girl.

Some onlookers were outraged at the treatment of a such a young girl whose purity and beauty touched their hearts. The executioner was outraged that the girl continued to live while his fire died out. He drew his sword. Agnes still looked up, she was smiling. The executioner swung at her exposed neck, stealing the life from her body and releasing her soul to her waiting Bridegroom.

January 21st is the Feast of St. Agnes, the day she was united with Christ. She is the Patron Saint of Chastity and of the Children of Mary and is venerated in Masses throughout the world. Because of her piety, a wave of sympathy toward Christians spread throughout Rome, many were converted. Her foster sister, Emerentiana, is also a canonized saint. Her bones are preserved to this day, and healings have been granted to those who pray at her tomb.